August 25th, 1752

You are so lucky you aren't burning under the mantle right now. Its all your fault! Why did I have to find you?! WHY?! Thanks to you, I had no pressure to leave, and now I just can't handle you! Anna is missing! We don't know where she is, we cannot find her. We have been searching, praying with all our hearts and we just can not find her. We can not find her... Why did you do this to us?! Why did I find a way to deal with not fleeing?! Do they feel threatened by us?! She didn't even do a single bad thing in her life. And now she is gone. Our six year old son, Ryan, begged for us to leave but we waited, and I just said no! But thats it, we are going to leave. We are going back to Switzerland. I just can't take this. Why did I even think anyone was ever reading this?